Gone Wishin’…

Uh-oh, this is the third day that I have slept like a rock off and on all day. It is the calm before the storm. This points to another upswing in manic activity in the near future. I noticed a clear pattern emerge right before mania hits, I sleep for days…it’s as if my body…

Pickle Says, “H.A.L.T.”

It’s just one of those days! Nothing comes to mind but sleep and a nice big bottle of gin. I am really going through some serious cravings again..have been since my interview at the recovery house. Dad is gone to my surprise, my life is on the edge of coming together or spectacularly falling to…

Yellowstone Had Its Day

Originally posted on ON THE ROCKS :
“Don’t fall in love with the first cowboy you meet,” warned her Uncle, poking fun as he hugged her goodbye in the Billings Airport in Montana. She hugged him back with a hearty laugh, wrestling with her reading material – Montana, Wyoming, and Bridal magazines that her cousin had picked…

The White Rabbit

I had a weird nightmare that threw a wrench in my string of positive dreams. I was set out to go on a journey alone, but they found me dead. I had all the right supplies, including an enormous white rabbit. But they told me upon my death bed that I had not used all the…

Potassium

Kiss me a paragraph and I’ll write you a novel. Respond with ‘K’, and I’ll hand you a banana.

Therapy

Ya know what I just thought of now, I should get a sweatshirt that says I   My Therapist and wear it around… Then they’d ask how I made the sweatshirt and I would say, TRANSFERENCE. (ya know, like we used to make sweatshirts and t-shirts with stuff on them in the 80’s – we’d…

Monkey Money Exchange

Conversations with Monkey Sauce, cont… Monkey Sauce: I have the oompa loompa song in my head now. lol Today, I went and exchanged my coins for bills and exchanged a ripped bill for a non ripped one. RaptorRex: Good one! No pun intended … Monkey Sauce: Yep, hi miss bank lady, i need a good one.

Coins to the Ceiling

How dare they not understand my words. I threw my coins to the ceiling And slept walked out of my room. … I put my money where my mouth is. … I used to eat money; In my crib I broke the seal, With a tempered tongue, I climbed the gold bars, picking the lock of my…

Zero Hour Key Notes

To write a book how does one begin? How do you take all the complex stories, wrap them all up, and send them off for the win? … I organize by theme, if the Universe tells me a story the third time over. I listen wildly and write just the same from cover to cover….

Mind Blown

… It’s hard to explain other than it’s like a coaxial cord well-oiled and lubricated sending information at super-sonic speed until it lands at home base bound, not frayed. … If the cord fits plug it in and watch the sparks, the fire, the lightening, the explosions. Transmission. Received. Mind blown. … Like reproduction, it’s…

Piano Guys – Beethoven’s 5 Secrets

“Don’t only practice your art. But force your way into its secrets. For it and knowledge can raise men to the Divine.” ~ Ludwig van Beethoven Piano Guys are coming to town soon and this is in celebration: