Now that I have woken up from this 2-week long PMS/Rage/Manic/Depressive/Full Moon coma, I feel I am ready to start writing again. I have chosen NOT to go into the crisis center, as it was simply a depressed state I was in. Not simply, I should not say that…because it was anything but simple. It was truly a nightmare to get through, especially when others wouldn’t allow me to go through it peacefully. It was quite scary to be perfectly honest. I will write more on that later.
I have gotten through. My psych adjusted some meds and I am okay and resting as much as possible. I skipped two weeks of therapy to recover and get my shit together, which added to feelings of guilt of course. I think I would have been a lot better off had I gotten my ass to therapy. Lesson learned.
I lost my creative edge there for a bit, as I was wholly consumed by this state.
Hopefully, tonight I will get my creative juices flowing again and write some poetry or something. Maybe a short story. Maybe a blog post about something meaningful or meaningless. Who knows.
Just an update. 🙂