Wakey wakey…

Now that I have woken up from this 2-week long PMS/Rage/Manic/Depressive/Full Moon coma, I feel I am ready to start writing again. I have chosen NOT to go into the crisis center, as it was simply a depressed state I was in. Not simply, I should not say that…because it was anything but simple. It was truly a nightmare to get through, especially when others wouldn’t allow me to go through it peacefully. It was quite scary to be perfectly honest. I will write more on that later.

I have gotten through. My psych adjusted some meds and I am okay and resting as much as possible. I skipped two weeks of therapy to recover and get my shit together, which added to feelings of guilt of course. I think I would have been a lot better off had I gotten my ass to therapy. Lesson learned.

I lost my creative edge there for a bit, as I was wholly consumed by this state.

Hopefully, tonight I will get my creative juices flowing again and write some poetry or something. Maybe a short story. Maybe a blog post about something meaningful or meaningless. Who knows.

Just an update. 🙂

3 Comments Add yours

  1. dyane says:

    Hope you were able to do that creative writing you wanted to do! Glad you got your meds adjusted too – that’s key! I relate to the therapy issue you mentioned – I cancelled my therapy appt. 2 weeks ago as I barely slept the night before, and I was a wreck, but I still felt guilty. I’m sure if I kept the appointment it would have helped me. Oh well.

    I’m looking forward to your next post!!
    take care,
    Dy

    1. We live and we learn, right? 🙂 I am going to try to write some tonight. I have been really slacking…I usually post 4-5 per day! So, this is really slow for me!

      Thanks for reading and commenting! Hope you have a great night.

    2. p.s. – I have to catch up on reading too! Lots to do in the next weeks coming up. 😉

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