While in my stay at the hospital this time, this post below that I made last year came back to haunt me. It is truth. Am I there yet? No. I’m still grieving all I have lost in reality n in my dreams. But I want to be. At this time last year, I believed I was a survivalist. I never imagined being in the situations I find myself in now, nor the pain I’d have to endure. But life goes on, whether I’m in the picture or not. Always has. Always will.
And as of today, I do want to be in the picture. I still have some reserve stamina to fight for survival.
“That’s what survivalists do. They see what they have left. And they make the absolute best of it. What they don’t have doesn’t even enter their minds. Not once.”